is it ok to runaway from problems?.... isn't it just the same as "avoid the problems" only written in different way?? ... personally i prefer to see this way. I saw the opportunity of: stop being used by that chick, not to listen when she say to me so happy "i finally find someone to love" and forget her, stop seeing her.. and a long list.... isn't that just being practical???

But noooo... she said that i'm running away, she says that i'm looking for the fast exit. She want me to keep suffering... that is how i see it. She said "i don't want to lose you, and that message you wrote to me -i'm tired to be your goddamn pilot- won't work 'cause i won't let you go so easy."

Don't know what to do, really... just don't want to be mean to her, but i'm tired to feel this way. Anyway.... i think something come up when the times is right...

For the moment.. god bye Monik